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And i dont even know why. Sure, call it "teen angst", or whatever, but i think this is the saddest ive ever been in my entire life, and there's not even a legitimate reason why. I just feel like everything in my life is backwards.

I know that it's not, that my life is wonderful, in other countries, people are fighting to survive, but to be honest, im too goddamned selfish to care about anyone but myself.

I'm not going to lie anymore, i only have a few friends at school. They have tons of other friends, but none of their freidsn like me. I dont even ect that much differently from my friends.

Take that girl i like for example. She can at least tolerate me, if only because she's so freaking nice, but none of her friends will even talk to me or acknowledge i exist. I try to be nice to them, not even funny, just like a nice normal acting fellow and they just write me off and almost fucking avoid me.

I try not to let other people's opinions affect me, but how can i not when my choices are sit in a corner by myself, or maybe with one friend, who will invariably go sit with another eventually, stranding me, or i can just read books, like i did last year, silently blending in with the woodwork.

The more i think about it, the more sad i get.

Just about the only thing i can do right is play guitar, and blues at that, like some kind of goddamn sick joke or something. I dont even know why im typing this, no one will probably even reply anyway

Don't get on your high horse, you'll fall off eventually.

everyone has those days man... they are fueled by basically everything and anything, just relax, take it easy and enjoy yourself man.

ClassZeroCommando wrote:everyone has those days man... they are fueled by basically everything and anything, just relax, take it easy and enjoy yourself man.

Thanks. A lot of it is probably stuff ive seen recently. We are reading Night in English, and one of my sources for an essay on human desiesitization in society is an incredibly depressing "worldometer". Just watch those numbers rise for a few seconds. 38 million abortions, and only a few million because of maternal safety. 1,142,000,000 overweight people in the world, and 4,375 people TODAY have already died of hunger, wtf is this shit dude? The whole world is some fucked up fun house

Don't get on your high horse, you'll fall off eventually.

also, i have few friends, but they are TRUE friends, i don't care what people think of me, people will always think what they want, judging without knowing.

and fuck the girl's friends man. fuck em.

also try not to stay away from people, every human needs social contact, i know some days you don't feel like hanging with anyone else but your friends, but trust me, when you're somewhere public like a library, classroom, etc, be approachable, no one speaks with someone that looks pissed or sad all the time. That way you can build friendships and even find the girl you want... hell if i didn't had the balls to engage the girl i like in conversation i would have never known i would like her, sure things turned to hell, but i like her enough that i want to be her friend at least.

So once again...RELAX...listen to some of this and just relax

Dragon05555 wrote:
ClassZeroCommando wrote:everyone has those days man... they are fueled by basically everything and anything, just relax, take it easy and enjoy yourself man.

Thanks. A lot of it is probably stuff ive seen recently. We are reading Night in English, and one of my sources for an essay on human desiesitization in society is an incredibly depressing "worldometer". Just watch those numbers rise for a few seconds. 38 million abortions, and only a few million because of maternal safety. 1,142,000,000 overweight people in the world, and 4,375 people TODAY have already died of hunger, wtf is this shit dude? The whole world is some fucked up fun house

that's life man, it's not a perfect or pretty world, but it's the one you live in...just relax...best advice ever, nothing good comes from stressing out over every little imperfection.

oh man....I use to have those days

I had no fucking reason why I was feeling so depressed.

I would just sit in my car, and blast the heaviest parts of System of a Down that I could find. Took out a hell lot of pressure.

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I've never had one those days where I'm depressed all day unless something throughout the day caused it.

joe14636 wrote:I've never had one those days where I'm depressed all day unless something throughout the day caused it.

How old are you? I'm sure its just part of being a teenager, but that was the saddest ive ever been. Sadder than when relatives and pets have died, than anything.

I feel infinitely better now, still bummed but not sad

Don't get on your high horse, you'll fall off eventually.

Trollin cures all.

This user is completely without Sig... Sigless. Not at all Siggy wit' it. This is an ex-Sig.

Just chill man. You'll be fine. I've had these same feelings before when I was growing up. Now I have worse problems such as ex girlfriends and whatnot that keep fuckin with me. I let these bad feelings fuck me up in my studies and now I barely hanging on to B's and C's. lol Next semester will be alot better, I am sure. I guess that's just part of being a teenagers though. You'll make it man. Just try and have fun, be social, but don't conform to everyone either.

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