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A new adversary.

Posted at 5:22:36 PM PDT Sunday October 18, 2009

This blog is dedicated to my real life best friend to whom I still love and care for.

Yes she is my best friend and she will always be. I have cared about her feelings, ever since I knew her. She always had a problem with her family and friends. I have spoken to her recently and she told me that a new adversary of her's has arisen. It is not a human adversary, but it is her emotions. I told her to set herself free from it and to open her eyes. She told me that there is little doubt in her mind that her emotions will consume her whole awareness someday. I told her, what can I do to save you from it? She told me that nothing can be done to set her free, no power on earth could save her. I told her there must be a way, when she told me not to worry as long as I have hope, there will always be some chance.

To my friend:
"Is there really nothing I can do to free you? No matter what I say or do, there is nothing that can be done to save you? If this is the way things are going to be, then I shall disappear myself along with the rest of this world. If any part of me remains, then that could be the start of something new."

But I find myself with my own personal problems. Who am I?... What am I doing here? I must find the answer.

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hanras

fuck finding the answer. MAKE the answer. I have decided that I'm here to prove I can function and laugh despite the bullshit life I was dealt.

THEALFOOO

hanras wrote:

fuck finding the answer. MAKE the answer. I have decided that I'm here to prove I can function and laugh despite the bullshit life I was dealt.

Me too. I am constantly contemplating my own existence, I still feel bad that I could not save her from her own emotions. I still think about the day she told me about all this.

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